Mami Monica, this is one of those days that I want to talk to you so badly but there is no way to do that right now. I can't reach you, so by writing her hopefully you can hear me somehow wherever you are. It is though but I need that gentle smile and talk from you. I need that your advice right at this moment. I am trying my best to keep my end of the bargain. I will try to stay on top of everything and keep the family together as you wanted. I miss you so much that sometimes I wonder if I will go through everything without your gentle talk and guidance. You were always there to answer questions and direct us. I plan not to disappoint you or stray from my promise to you. Everyone misses you so much. RIP.